Happy Holidays ! ♥

Woots ! I was finished my Sem 2 Finals on last evening finally ! I mean Monday. Suppose to be happy and grin from ear to ear right? Hmm but I didn't have the mood do so. I don't know why, I feel so down and moody since I finished my last paper - Food Preparation I. Never happy like what I expected before :( I seriously worry I will fail ! SERIOUSLY, I really have no idea for the paper, whatthefuck Chef Jafar what the guidelines you given ? Please don't give if it's never work properly on finals ! DAMN YOU >:( I better study without guidelines and handle my paper as well with myself. It's true, never having expectations from others all the time is the best. zzz

P/S : This post will going kinda long .__.

Review of finals :
Since what I already wrote for first two papers on last post, so I just skip it.
The third paper - English for Communication
I screw up the paper, I worried I will fail it D: since I knew where my levels of english I reach, so please give me a PASS tqvm marking officer !
Fourth paper - Hotel Management & Operations
Okay at least I got confidence on this paper, can pass LOL what I wanna say is thanks my beloved lecture, Miss Ida I heart you always *wink*
Fifth paper - Hospitality Accounting
Okay this paper definitely out of my expectations. I seriously fucking hate Accouting you know?!!! Since last 3 years I met you at first sight ! Whatthehell you make me insane and broke down after exam time ! Not only me, many of DHT students too !
Come to last paper - Food Preparation I
As what I said on top, I really fed up of this paper, I bet I will resit on next sem ish !

Conclusion for Sem 2 Finals, half suck half smooth, only 2 papers I been confident on it.

I seriously lack of confidence on this sem finals. SERIOUSLY. Hmm I expected I will fail for few papers due to I bet that I will got less than 50 marks on these papers. Nevermind, what done is done, I tried my best, so now will start prepare money for resit LOL if not mistaken.

How hopefully I am to maintain my CGPA as well, I hope I will maintain like last sem results, at least 3.3 but...hmm cheer up okay Valerie? Moving forward and smile no matter what (:
Sometime, I am thinking that what will happen if I never move to class C since starting of Form 4 last 3 years? Would I choose this course for my future as well ? Would my life changed? Am I studying Engineering or Medical course right now? D:
However my roommate told me : Look forward la, how many years it already been ?
LOL let me have my day dream for a while can or not? XD
Kay stop dreaming, back to reality Valerie :D

Hmm what I gonna write on next ?
*Refresh Refresh*
Oh ya I heard a lot from mommy and aunt last night when they took me home. I am dissapointed after heard these news.

First case : Why a person will change a lot even it's only been one year and half ? Why you changed to a person we all can't recorgnize and...dissapointed on you much! Why?! :(
姨丈 我想知道 你泉下有知吗?
你在生所付出的一切如今换来了什么回报?
你看到了吗这一切?
你会感觉到心淡吗?
我可以告诉你 我们这里都很心淡 甚至很失望
突然觉得你在生真的辛苦得真的很不值得
日做也做 搞到身体出状况 最后离开我们
姨丈 我真的很心疼你 很替你不值

*I almost going tear when write till here* !!!
Please ! Respect uncle although he was leaving.
I bet he will see all of this even know it.
Rest in peace, uncle :')

Second case : Finally I met the worst girl in this world
Please la, please stand with my biaoge can or not?
Don't be so childish and brainless since you already 21 years old !
Don't use the "suicide" this word threaten to my biaoge !
You definitely fucking brainless and the worst girl I never seen before.
Okay. You wanna suicide right? Please go ahead (:
Don't say I am so ruthless because I bet that you won't do that.
As what I said, a person who really wanna suicide, they won't ever tell other : eh, I am going suicide. Even they will leaving silently if really suicide.
You are totally brainless *tsk tsk* (:
Parents will care their children always and never let them be hurt by. So please la, stop saying to my biaoge about your parents never care you if even you are leaving from world.
You make all of us feel you are immature although you are 21 now. zzz.
BITCH, please leave my biaoge as possible if you really can't give him support during this knotty period even happiness or future okay? (:

He is deserve for a better one if he willing give up this relationship. However I will stand by his sides no matter what decision he do.
Although I stand by his side, I will not respect you anymore (: Yea I will smile to you, but it's fake action because you are never deserve of it.
Free you something, have a look :

Don't say that I am no manners to you and I didn't respect you because I wrote those mind. It's because you never respect us, respect your boyfriend's parents and relatives (: How could I respect you then ? .__. Think properly is it you are right? Is it your action is correct and is it you love my biaoge sincerely?

Sorry I feel that I am having multi mood right now. From anxious to sad, from sad to angry, and now turn my mood back to normal =.=
Sorry if I annoying you, passer-by (:
I still got alot wanna say ar .__. *Imma so talkative*
Uhhh I bet this is my ever longest post at my blog since first blog post.
Talk other things on next post ba.
Ehhh..1.21 am right now. Bedtime :D

我很残 -.-

Goodnight peoples, goodnight my sweethearts, goodnight my beloved ones, goodnight world ! :D