The post before I start my internship.

Promised to blog more before start my internship, but I make it failed again.
Think to blog about my semester 4's life but I don't have time to do it, so I decided to skip it.
So, in this post, I'll only record all what I want to say, I try my best.

I passed my third week of semester break holidays with.....car driving lesson, as I have to get my JPJ Test on Friday, the last chance I can get my test before I start my internship. Since I know, I will don't have any extra time to having my test during my interning.

Woke up in the early morning like 7.30 am during the weekdays, I feel so suffering since I can't enjoyed my sleep by wake up late. Sad. But, with happily, I passed my JPJ Test successfully ! Woaaaaahhh ~ Feel satisfied at the moment as I know what I've sacrifice is totally worth it ! :D

On the day I having my test, while I was waiting for my turn, I am just too nervous, my hand is shaking, I didn't cheat, it's true haha I am the person who will easily get nervous and lack of confidence to do something serious, just same like when I facing the final examinations. Huuuuuhhhhhh ~ I can't believe I did it and passed it ! All the action I did during JPJ Test just like....a dream LOL From the naik bukit, parking till tiga penjuru..I feel so unreal at that time ahahahaha ! :D

I thought I will failed it, especially for tiga penjuru, ahahaha but at last I can't believe that I did it well within one minute ! :D 

Am waiting for my P License now and will start learning from mom how to drive my home car haha ! Opps it's auto ! I've to learn to drive it slowly from now on :D

Here's some pity case I happened currently, I injured my legs during Tuesday afternoon. Legs was injured by hot water. Yeah right, I scalded myself, sound so suck right but it's true, which happened on me. I'll not forget the moment the hot water poured on my legs, the hell moment I ever have. 

The wound is look so horrible and serious. I can feel the painfulness even I can't really walk in proper way, image the feeling I am having now..but I shall believe that it will be better from day to day.

I don't know how long I have to spend for recovery, at least one months perhaps. I don't know how long I have to spend to dilute the scars, relative told me that I might can't wearing shorts after this due to the scar will be too......... ! I know this, but what I wish at this moment is just..I hope my skin can recover faster as I have to interning, have to stand for the whole day, have to walk for the whole day ! 

Please, help me and bless me. Legs, please be good to me okay ? Painfulness, please be away from me ! 
Nobody will understanding the feelings I am having now. Unless you're the person who accidentally scalded your own body and you know you are going to interning very soon, you feel so suffering even if only standing but you can't do anything, just move forward and holding the pain and keep telling myself be strong again and again..this might be one of the challenge in my lifetime, I should be strong to deal with the suffer feeling. 
I can do it well, I should believe in myself ! (: 

Internship life will be officially start on tomorrow, 10th September 2012, it could be the new pages and also challenge in my lifetime ! :D
Remember last few post I've mentioned that I've been selected to be one of the person who internship at Hilton Hotel KL ? I feel so lucky actually, but for sure, we have to interview first. During sem 4, another 9 coursemates and I went to the hotel to interview. Errrmmmm...I don't know how should I say for the interview period..Just want to say : I passed and I will be one of their trainee for the next 4 months...from 10th September till 31st December 2012..So I will passing my sem 5 by internning !

Best of luck to myself.
Be strong no matter what happen, Valerie ! :D
Good luck on tomorrow !
Hold the pain and show your best ! <3>